My first love

I feel in love with a boy who broke my heart then moved to tauranga. I haven't seen him for the longest time but I still think about him sometimes. He left when his family moved and he left a lot of his friends behind. They talk about him fondly and whenever they do it brings me to tears. They are close to him and have lots of great memories of him, but I have nothing left but a few pictures and a constant reminder.

I don't think he even knows i love him. He knew I had a crush but I doubt he thought it ran deeper than that. When he left i cried more than I have ever cried in my life but it still didn't help. I couldn't stand to be near his friends as they made me think of him. I miss him now more than ever and he has probably forgotten all about me. That is the way of the world.

It is a big risk putting this out on the web because I know that there is every chance of his friends seeing it and then he will be told to read it as well. I never told him openly I liked him because to him I was just a kid and I still am. the way I see it though is that if he finds out at least he isn't close enough to me to hurt me anymore. If you are ready this though, I just want you to know that i am sorry for everything I did to upset you and that I wish I had been smart enough to fall for someone in my own league. I guess it is too late now.

Maya prediction of Doom

The Ancient Maya existed all most 2,000 years ago. They had very accurate ways of measuring time and days and years. They also made a prediction, a prediction of doom for the world. They said that on Sunday 23rd 2012, we would all die. There is a lot of controversy around this.
One idea is that they made it up and it is fake, after all how could an ancient prediction of armageddon be correct?
But there is also the people who believe in the prediction. They were right about so much, time, measuring of days, astrology. They were so accurate with some of their recordings on lengths of solar phases that they were only 33 seconds off what science today has timed. If they managed all of that so long ago, what is to say that their prediction and their beliefs are wrong also?
Please leave your comments with your point of view.

Welcome All

Hello, I'm Aleysha and this blog is going to be bout my life, my friends and my loves. Like an online diary. I'm glad you found this page, come and learn about me and my life. Enjoy it :)